And I feel like I can finally have some joy about this pregnancy. It maybe sounds terrible, but it’s been hard to feel joy amidst the worry, the sickness, and the exhaustion. It feels great to be happy again! Even those who know me well didn’t know, I don’t think, how hard this has been. I can safely say I was a bit depressed. Because I WANT to feel joy about this pregnancy, and I was constantly bombarded with those other symptoms that left so little room for happiness. Well, I still am but at least the worry is dissipating!