smile. ah, full belly.
SO where we are at now is that we are trying to get stable. There is no way I could do this without help. Thank GOD my mother is staying with us. If I had to mend fences with Sufyan, love on both my children, nurse both my children, deal with the nipple creams and diaper creams and washing diapers and lunches and snacks and parks and outdoors time etc etc etc…PLUS feed myself or clean I would be a wreck. Thank you mom. I will repay you by doing the same for my kids someday if they will have me.